Diary Entry: May 20, 2011 (09:15 AM Manila Time)
In the first place, they're the one who started the whole thing - they're mocking me because they want me to "walk-out" which will never happen because self-pity and "walking-out" is not an option for me. No way! Second, I don't understand the logic behind "private messaging" someone and "me" being their topic and once conversation is over he's gonna copy-paste what had happened - specifically the "funny" part. Totally unacceptable. Pasting the "funny" part of the conversation to the whole group is not "funny" and it's below the belt - honestly - and it's hurting me.Which is why I suddenly felt bad - aggravated by those people who doesn't seem to care and too insensitive to realize what I might feel.
I told Boss about it and we talked with him and it made me feel a little bit better. But still, the pain is within me - it's painful because I consider him not only as work mate but a real friend. Or perhaps I'm just too blind too see who are my real friends? Or perhaps I'm to kind to just ignore what has been said and done. Or perhaps...I don't know!
But lesson has been learned and someone has to learn a lesson. (Thanks Boss for the intervention.)This is for today guys. I just got-off from work and I and some rest and sleep.